„weil man alles, was man liebt, eben nicht einfach so weg gibt…“

Hey ihr!

Ich habs ja schon ne ganze Weile nicht mehr geschafft, etwas zu schreiben. Aber ich hab im Moment wirklich Einiges zu tun und wenn ich mal Zeit hätte, hab ich dann doch irgendwie schon wieder was anderes vor. Die letzten knapp 2 Wochen, die ich nicht geschrieben habe, waren auf jeden Fall wunderbar. Abgesehen von einigen Zwischenfällen hatte ich alles in allem ne super Zeit so. Letztes Wochenende die Geburtstagsfeier und davor der B-Day, das Betreuer-Casting, die Zusage für die Ferienspiele + wahrscheinlich für den Job in der Sprachschule. Auch dieses Wochenende, auf das ich mich schon eine halbe Ewigkeit gefreut hatte, war fast noch besser als erwartet. Am Donnerstag stand das Mikroboy-Konzert an, das leider etwas anders verlief als gehofft. Aber das kleine Privatkonzert war alles in allem sehr toll und seit dem mag ich sie noch mehr. =)
Dann am FR Frühlingskonzert. War auch wirklich ganz schön. Hat mich an das letzte Jahr erinnert und so…
Gestern hieß es dann „Musical-Time“ =) und es ging nach Darmstadt zu „Jesus Christ Superstar“. Nachdem wir endlich in Darmstadt waren, einen Parkplatz gefunden haben und uns den Weg zum Staatstheater gebahnt hatten, kamen doch mehr Leute, über die ich mich gefreut hatte als erwartet. =) „Eine Mischung aus Erinnerung und Traum…“
Danach dann noch unterwegs gewesen bis ca. halb 3 oder so.

Jetzt noch ne tolle Survey, dann demnächst lernen – morgen Kurzklausur NELK.

Why don’t you mention your name, for starters?
Anja

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
omg – can’t remember…

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
listen to „Traumweltleben“ because it seems to be the perfect match for that kind of situation

Do you talk in your sleep?
not anymore

Have you held hands with anyone this week?
no

Do you think you’ve changed over the past year?
definitely

Do you care if people talk badly about you?
depends.

Do you trust all your friends?
in fact I do.

Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
not that well

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
in a way. but at the moment I’m lost in memories.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
don’t know. never happened to me before.

When was the last time you cried?
FR

Who can you completely be yourself around?
dk.

Are you usually the first to say you’re sorry in a fight or last?
depends

Does seeing couples in love make you mad?
sometimes.

What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
love, honesty, trustworthiness

Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
definitely.

Did you laugh at something today?
not yet.

What do you usually do right when you wake up?
check the time

Have you ever thrown a cell phone in anger?
yes.

What would your name be without the first two letters?
ja

How do you feel about rainy days?
depends. sometimes it’s really annoying but every now and then it is really pleasant

Is there anyone you know that deserves to get slapped?
dk.

Will tomorrow be a better day?
I really don’t know. The last days were great but over too soon and I can’t say whether it will get better because I can’t really rate the past days. I just hope that this feeling changes…

Who did you last see in person?
Maria und Melin.

Do you miss the way things used to be?
yes I definitely do. I miss the way they were last year and the year before. It seems as if I just can’t get over it all…

When you get mad, do you say things you don’t mean?
yes.

Non alcoholic beverage you last drank?
coffee

Everything happens for a reason?
maybe.

Are you in a good mood?
don’t know. very strange at the moment.

Have you ever drank alcohol straight from the bottle?
yes.

What’s on your schedule for today?
learning.ele.chilling.music.

Do you like to cuddle?
sure

Are you single?
yes

Are you really happy or are you just saying that?
don’t know. actually I’m just saying because I can’t find words to explain why I’m not.

When will you next be at school?
don’t know. we’ll see. at university tomorrow…

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
damn.

Do you answer your phone?
of course

What was the last thing someone bought you?
I think my birthday presents last week…

Are there any candles in the room your in?
yes.

What’s the next concert your going to?
don’t know yet.

Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, who do you want it to be?
don’t know.

How do you vent anger?
music.

What are you listening to right now?
Mikroboy – Traumweltleben > „und du hast hier schon lang nichts mehr zu suchen – doch du hast sie alle schrecklich gern…“

Ever been in a car wreck?
well I was in a burning car

Have you ever been on a blind date?
no

Are looks important?
in a way they are even though I hate myself for saying that.

Do you have any friends that you’ve known for 10 years or more?
yes. =) <3

By what age would you like to be married?
don’t know. we’ll see…

Have you ever made a mistake?
I often did and still do.

What’s the most you have spent for a haircut?
~50€

What did you dream last night?
can’t remember. didn’t sleep that well. too many thoughts. =/

Last words?
„…weil man all das, was man liebt, eben nicht einfach so weg gibt…“